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Shoto Todoroki ([personal profile] heir_conditioned) wrote in [personal profile] i_may_be_cursed_but 2024-08-27 10:23 pm (UTC)

Text; After The Happening™️ (CW Death/Loss)

Dear Yuta-kun,

I know that you will never get this. I've been looking each day and the system retains your number. Maybe that's a blessing in disguise because I have things to say to you that people who aren't alive can't really hear anymore. Things are complicated, more so for you than me I'm sure. I guess that's technically speaking. When you're dead I don't think things apply the same, but still it was you who went through the worst of what we both did.

I told Bakugo that I killed you. It's what happened, if I weren't stubborn about my quirk then maybe, just maybe, you'd still be alive. His answer was to tell other people in my life. I don't want to and won't be doing that. Not for shame, but because when I tried to turn myself in shortly after, I was turned away. Everyone keeps telling me it's not my fault that accidents happen, but there's no way for me to atone for my part in it, accident or not. Not being able to save you will stay with me the rest of my life, as will the short time that we were friends.

I gave your ring to Maki. She's a very pretty and confident woman and I'm sorry that I couldn't save you for her sake, either. Without you I'm confident I wouldn't be alive either and I promise that I won't waste what you sacrificed for.

I hope the next time I message you, even if it's only your ghost on here, that I have more pleasant things to say.

Sincerely,
Shoto Todoroki

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